Its Nov. 6th - Robin would've been 42 today if she was here!!

I made a trip out to the cemetary this morning. I cut off some pretty burgundy mums from my front yard and took them with me. This was the first time I had been back to the cemetary since her funeral which was only 6 weeks ago. Her "marker" was still not there so I was worried I wouldn't remember where she was but there it was - already a beautiful purple mum sitting on her site. I had to tuck my little mums underneath that purple mum so mine wouldn't blow away. It was very windy and turning much colder tonight. Supposed to freeze again tonight. I said Happy Birthday and I missed her, cried and then left. It still does not seem like she is truly gone!!